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Well Ron didnt go on at all to talk to me yesterday and its getting me into shan worries way too much mode and i just really miss him. Ive been going through some things that i really need him to talk about it to him. Ugh this sucks i wonder why i got ditched even if i didnt it still feels that way. I love him alot. And it sucks that he didnt even email or anything.
*shan crowned loserly worry wort*
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01. Do you brush your teeth twice a day?: Yep Twice a day mofo
02. Do you lick your lips a lot?: yeah i guess i cant stand dry lips?
03. Are you a morning person or night person?:Both sometimes mostly nite
04. Do you spell it grey or gray?:er gray?
05. Do you stop to look at sunsets?: yep
06. Do you mention how beautiful the scenery is?: Yeah cuz theres alot of it
07. Is fashion important to you?: Im a chick this answers the question
08. Do you smoke cigarettes?: Naw
09. Do you smoke weed?: havnt touched it
10. Do you smoke anything else?: I DID smoke cigarettes awhile back ago..
11. Do you like casual, meaningless sex?: naw im too big hearted and well ron isnt meaningless
12. Do you read just to learn more?: Nope i read for enjoyment and because when you stop learning you start dying
13. Do you talk to your pets?: yeah angel is my baby.
14. Left sock first or right sock first?: left
15. Do you daydream?: yeah too much..
16. Do you sing in the shower?:Yep lol
17. Do you pose in front of the mirror?: yes yes i do im vain ahh!
18. Fingernails long or short?: medium
19. Radio or CD's?: CD's :)
20. Do you crack your knuckles?: all the time
21. Do you crack your neck?: yep
22. Pants at the waist or sagging?: Depends on what pants they are
23.Tight or baggy?:tight i think i got a hot ass sue me!
24. Do you hum to yourself?: I sing aloud to myself
25. Do you feel safer behind a computer screen?: er what?
26. When you drive, do you try to go faster than everyone else?: Probably will
27. Do you tailgate?:? i dunno yet lol
28. Do you get road rage easily?: yep lol
29. Are you quick to give the middle finger?: Yep
30. What do you drive?: What i WILL drive is a Honda Civic with bunch of band stickers on the back of it lol.
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This is a Friends Only Journal You May Add me and i'll decide Whether I'll Add you back or not =D thank you and drive thru
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[24 Jan 2003|07:05pm] |
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Stole from sean who stole from chikie ;)
Pick a band and answer only using the band's lyrics..)
Pink =)
01) Are you male or female?
I'm a lonely girl
I'll tell a tale for you
'Cause I'm just trying to make
All my dreams come true
02) Describe yourself?
Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
Can't take the person staring back at me
I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
It's bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't want to be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
03) How do some people feel about you?
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Damn, I sure look fine
I can't blame those horny boys
I would make me mine
When I pass you in a club
"Ooh la la," you gasp
Back up boy, I ain't your toy
Or your piece of ass
04) How do you feel about yourself?
I've been down every road
You could go
I've made some bad choices
As you know
Seems like I got this whole world
Cradled in my hand
It's just like me not to understand, yeah
05) Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest/ex:
You are my love, my only love
Baby my heart belongs to you
Be with me, don't play with me
If you want love just let me know
06) Where would you rather be:
Goin' to California
To live in the summer sun
The streets are made of silver
I'm like a rabbit on the run
Philadelphia freedom
Well, it's not like you have heard
The City of Brotherly Love
Is full of pain and hurt
I'm goin' to California
To find my pot of gold
07) Describe where you live:
I hear glasses breaking
As I sit up in my bed
I told God you didn't mean
Those nasty things you said
You fight about money
About me and my brother
And this I come home to
This is my shelter
08) Describe how you live:
Making my connection as I enter the room
Everybody's chillin' as I set up the groove
Pumping up the volume with this brand new beat
Everybody's dancing and they're dancing for me
I'm your operator you can call anytime
I'll be your connection to the party line
9) Describe how you love:
I can go for miles if you know what I mean
10) Share a few words of wisdom:
I say do what you do
Say what you say
Mean what you mean when you say
Cuz it's your life, gotta make your own rules
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My personality is rated 44.What is yours?
Your score is
44
what does that mean?
Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.
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| Shopping.....Talking......Me & Rons Anniversary =) |
[12 Jan 2003|06:57pm] |
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Well today was pretty eventful i must say my purple eyeshadow looks pretty good on me =). I went shopping with dads gf shelley and got a SYNTHETIC fury Leopard Print purse its fake as can be (which is good) and its cute.Then went to mcfuckovers for fries and a milk shake they didnt have chocolate so i had vanilla fooey! I havnt had meat in like 2 days weird its not like i dont want it, its just im tired of alot of what ive been eating lol. I need new food! I will never give up steak though! lol.
I had grapes and a apple just now nummy fruit i cant wait til strawberries are in season again!!!!! =).
I love ron with allllllll my heart i cant believe its been 2 years already! Years go by fast and it still feels like the first month =) I love that man i do! =) Happy Anniversary Sweetie!
Well gotta go call that sexyman!
Shan Giddy Freaky
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[11 Jan 2003|07:04pm] |
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January:Celebrated being with ron for 1 year
February: Got flowers and a teddy and chocolates for Valentines Day from Ron =)
March: Wanted to visit Ron spring break but couldnt!
April:Saw Coal Chamber and Drowning Pool with Sarah
May: Got ready for school to end and ron got introuble with the law and i got upset blah
June:Saw Static-x
July: Worked
August: Worked lol
September:Went to highschool
October:Dressed up as Nikki Sixx
November: My Birthday and Ron's Bday YAY!
December:X-mas THEN Ron for 10 day =)
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[10 Jan 2003|10:39pm] |
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Man today was pretty fun! I watched Logan's team in the Improv.Wars his team lost by 1 point. It was really funny comedic stuff! Then in choir i found out were performing my favorite Bette Midler song (shut up she rawks) "The Rose" =). Then we played shurades (i dont care if i spell it right!)
Then talked to as always wonderful and most special sweetie of mine Ron =). I love him soooooooo much!
Tabitha is spending the nite tommorrow that should be interesting and er fun LOL.
Well gotta go!
Shan Freakin Happy
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[08 Jan 2003|09:13pm] |
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*sigh* i miss my sweetie alot. I cant wait til he's finally just living near me so i can see him everyday and not be all sad at times. But im a tough girlie me and him we'll get through it just fine =). Well Ron said if he doesnt visit this spring break he'll take time off school to visit me before or after spring break. Because him and his family are going to Wisconsin to see family so yeah dont know if that will mess up the plans for him to visit me. I hope not! Then i see him for his graduation and get all giddy and proud of him =). Hehe.
Well gotta go get ready for bed shanny needs a shower wish ron could join me! Oh well this spring break *wink wink nudge nudge awoooooga!* yeah a bit nerdy need sleep LOL.
Forever,
Ron's Shanny =)
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[07 Jan 2003|01:09pm] |
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Five things that 2002 taught me:
1) Ron's my true love and will be with me til i die :)
2) Patience rewards you
3) Be comfortable in your own skin and you have more fun
4) Cheese cake is better when shared with ron
5) I no longer worry about my future :)
Five things I want to do in 2003:
1) Ron Visiting me and i visit him
2) Get a job
3) Get Permit (finally!)
4) Exercise more
5) Plan day to day
Five things I love beyond all reason currently:
1) Ron
2) Music
3) Family
4) Friends
5) Shoes and clothes *looks down* lol
Five things I hate with good reason currently:
1) Liars
2) Most Teenage Girls
3) Assholes who arnt even concieted
4) People who put themselves down 24/7
5) PERIODS!
Livejournal section
Five LJers who have challenged my thinking the most:
1) Cat I cant figure her out! lol kidding ;)
2) Chikie
3) Dizzy
4) Meeshla
5) Morgan
Five LJers who rule beyond all reason:
1) Morgan
2) Cat
3) Chikie
4) Dizzy
5) Sarah
Five LJers I want to get to know better in 2003:
1) Cat
2) Chikie
3) Sarah
4) Morgan
5) Dizzy
Five LJers I respect for reasons most personal:
1) Cat
2) Chikie
3) Morgan
4) Sarah
5) Dizzy
Five LJers I want in my battle unit:
1) CAT!
2) Chikie
3) Meredeth
4) Morgan
5) Dizzy (Captin Dizzy)
Five honorable mentions:
1) Morgan
2) Chikie
3) Cat
4) Dizzy
5) Sarah
1. What is one of your favorite things to wear? Ron's metallica shirt *wearing it now*
2. Did you get any "dud" gifts for the holidays? Will you return them? Nope they were all cool especially the one ron gave me the gift of knowing everything will work out :)3. Let's do a few "Best of 2002" thoughts. What was the best movie of 2002? Why did you pick that one? Spidey Man :) Or Lord of the rings Twin Towers :)
4. What world event of 2002 made an impact on you? *shrugs*
5. What personal event of 2002 was the most memorable? Being with ron from Dec.28th-Jan6th :)
6. Is there anything in 2002 (decisions, relationships, purchases, etc.) that, looking back, you would have done differently? Not really
7. Shine up your magic crystal ball and look into the future. What do you think will happen in your life in 2003? Or, what would you like to happen in 2003? Ron visiting me spring break me getting straight a's and me going to see ron graduate from highschool and hopefully know when ron can move over here with me :) Or near me :)
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1) Most attractive feature of a guy is? Everything (ron) lol
2) Would you date anyone out of your race? If you call ron a alien :P
3) Do you like older, younger or same age guys? Older than me
4) Would you date a guy that smokes? No its kinda not attractive lol
5) Does he have to be rich (like have a lot of things, nice car etc)? nope
6) Do you prefer taller, shorter or same height guys? 5'11 is the perfect height
7) Do u like guys with facial hair or no? naw
8) Would you want a guy that is or is not a virgin? doesnt matter
9) Name three important things you look for in a guy? Sweet,gentle,not afraid to show emotions infront of me,warm eyes,most kissable lips that you can still imagine and melt over em,nice hands,shoulder muscles,nice chest (well i'd go on forever about ron so lets stop there lol)
10) Would you date a guy your friend likes or used to like? Already did that lol
11) Short or long hair guys? Short
12) HONESTLY, when it comes down to dating a person, do looks really matter? Nope but i got lucky :)
13) Biggest turnoff from a guy? Insecure about looks (aka not concieted enough)
14) Do you like guys that are built or more skinny? Built enough to were they are the perfect size in my eyes (ron la la la)
15) Do you want a guy who would pay for everything? No but i never have that decision =P
16) Do you think a guy should open & close car doors? Yep
17) Do you think College is a must?Yep
18) Do you date guys like the one you just described or it's just a description not reality? Yeah thats all ron LOL and im not looking for a guy i got the perfect one :)
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[07 Jan 2003|12:06am] |
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:( it feels like that right now i felt more at home with ron then i even do my actual home :( his hearts my home. I miss him so incredibly much. I like called ALOT from the airports to him because of me missing him :(. He'll be here in 75 days though so that makes me happy. Hopefully he wont have to go to wisconsin to see family instead for spring break and comes to see me. His mom said she would try to get it to were i could go see him graduate wooo :).
Oh and a email that made me teary and smile alot
"youre the perfect person for me. amazing, beautiful, wonderful, and you make me feel good and loved. youre so special to me."-Ron
You guys he's the one and its the best feeling in the world.
*le sigh*
Shan wants rons arms freaky
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